As of right now, it seems that Kasandra has completely ghosted me. I had sent her the photo and waited, then sent a follow up shortly after. She responded immediately with enthusiasm, but still never set up a time with me despite attempts in calls and texts. I don’t know the reason, but she was the most excited for this of any person I talked to for this.

I began my search again during spring break while still attempting to contact her just in case. I began walking and talking at Creekwood Estates, a new location that is also nearby. It’s a fairly short walk still as I cut through the neighborhoods or a short drive.

I have not found anyone and the rain has blocked me out the last few days, but I can begin again as it clears up.

Realistically, I think I now have to look at getting an extension over the summer to be able to finish my project component due to this, but also my mindset right now. The last couple weeks have been much harder than the first week after my dad’s death. As the shock has gone away, it’s been tough to feel the motivation for any of this and most other things right now as I try to continue pushing through.